Can one single evening with this one person you love, probably the only evening you would ever have, change how you feel forever?
I think for me it did. One evening, a single night and a few hours of the morning with her have left this void within that I never felt I could feel. There is something that makes me feel incomplete without her. I have never wanted someone the way I want this girl. I have never enjoyed watching anyone sleep the way I enjoyed watching her sleep.
When she left I felt as if something within me just left at that same minute. Something doesn’t feel right, something is incomplete… there is this sense of hollowness that I don’t know what to do about. May be it is passing, fleeting momentary emotion, but it is a strong emotion nonetheless.
Even though I know she won’t come back, and there wasn’t much there for her to hold on too, but I cannot somehow resist hoping what if I am wrong, and I might wake up one morning to find her right there.
She has taken over my heart, my mind and touched my soul in so short a period of time that even I can’t believe. She has left me like a ship wrecked sailor, on an island, unfamiliar safe, yet lonely. I never thought I could spend one evening with a person and when they would leave I would feel so empty and lonely.
The words I keep one repeating is empty, hollow and lonely. One evening and life has changed. One woman and I am a wreck. I know myself well enough that I will be able to pull through this too; for I am Noor and no emotion linger within me long.
But an evening and one person changed me forever!
